>>16733298>Do you remember when you tried on your first bra? Was it pre-transition? Post? How did it make you feel?The very first time? It was about 2 and a 1/2 years into boymoding, after I finally moved away from my family. I remember waiting for it in the mail and the mix of nervousness and excitement of opening the package in what was my own space, independent of anyone I had to boymode for. I just slipped on a snugly fit band shirt over it, looked in the mirror, and finally truly saw myself as me for the first time. "Gender Euphoria" is the only thing that even comes close to describing the joy I had. I couldn't stop smiling and feeling giddy for at least an hour afterwards, and it still made me extremely happy to feel it on me every time I moved and noticed how different my chest felt with it on. It's become gradually more in the background as I've gotten used to it, but anytime I consciously notice, I still get the same feeling of happiness.
>>16733533That's even cuter! I hope those fantasies come true for you some day.
>>16733507>>16733534I agree with both of these posts haha. As much as I love them and how they look and feel: the wire, plus heat, plus underboob sweat can be a little too much to handle some days and I'll chill without one when I'm at home. Bralettes are nice for those times when it's just the wire bothering me, though. I think it's nice to take a break sometimes too, and let myself relearn to appreciate them when I put one on again in the morning.
>>16733731You sound like some flavor of non-binary, actually. I totally understand what you mean by not feeling trans or cis, and also fine with penetration/my dick. I just feel like me, but I recognize that HRT and girlmode makes me feel more comfortable physically and mentally.
