>>16604903>I'd be your typical incel.Most trannies end up as incels though. Maybe not in the 50s where everyone got a family out of high school, but these days? Of course they're gonna fail at being males, since they're not males. Being dysphoric usually leads to depressive, low-self worth, low motivation to live, introversion, reclusion. What else is going to happen? You've probably felt that you've a natural failure all your life, not only because you "failed as a man", but also secretly because you feel you failed to become the girl you wanted to be as well, biologically and socially. So you'll not only feel inferior to successful guys, but also to women too, and even to "real trannies", maybe even feel intimidated by them.
Maybe you feel that, if you were able to be masculine enough, you could've shaken off your dysphoria somehow, that it's only because you didn't "man up" enough (even though some trannies succeed at being masculine and still crack). So there's shame at not being a successful guy, but also shame at being a guy and not a girl, and also shame at wanting to be a girl, and then shame at not being a successful girl (a lot of masc GNC girls also feel that same way growing up, being bullied for not fulfilling gender role expectations). Shamed into repressing, and feeling shame for repressing too.
The repressor eventually may feel they're not any gender at all, just stuck in an inbetween deadzone, and yet not NB. Growing up, I felt I couldn't be a man, a woman, straight, gay, or anything - a real identity crisis. Sure, I wanted to be a girl constantly, but that can't happen, trans people don't ACTUALLY exist, I'm just some fake fetishist freak, I'm not good enough. And I definitely couldn't be a man either, I couldn't even picture myself that way in my head concerning my life or my future, or with anybody in a relationship unless I was a girl. So I just kind of floundered for years as an undefined nondescript andro shut-in, until transitioning.
