>>2651550holy shit i was my case too.
I was with my best friend's older brother who was into me, he asked me to suck my dick a couple times and i always said no.
One night we went to an after party at his house, i was drunk and high as fuck but also super horny.
I went to his room secretly when everyone was asleep and he was gaming, i just jumped on him.
He is a fat bastard with a micropenis but it was the first time i sucked dick, i fucking hated and puked after we finished.
I fucked him.
We tried to arrange some meetings but i always shit myself and say no at the last minute.
Before that i thought i was hetero, now i think im bi. My mouth waters only on thinking on fat dicks.
I don't know why this happens, why your first experience "marks" you. Strange.
