This thread always devolves into arguments. Sigh :(
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I was cut around 3 or 4 months old. My parents initially left me intact because they were worried my penis was too small (also born premature).
After some time, during which not an iota of critical thinking occurred that would have invariably led to the conclusion that this is a ridiculous, unnecessary, and harmful practice, my parents got me circumcised. Even though we are not Jewish, they hired a rabbi because they wanted a “professional.” (lol) He did the surgery at the condo my parents lived in. I have pictures of me before the operation in a bath and during (while the mohel was holding me up and blessing me, no bloody shit/post cut pics). He didn’t suck on my dick, thankfully.
I can’t remember when I found out, but I was very young when I noticed a difference. I’m an anglo american that grew up in a city that is almost entirely hispanic, and so I was the odd one out. By puberty I had figured out the difference, and no thanks to sites like these where absolutely no nuance is permitted, I quickly learned to hate myself in addition to hating the practice. I still hate circumcision, but I hate myself less now. It really bothered me when I was a teenager, especially since I was starting to be sexually active and guys around me were not cut. I confronted my parents about it once, and they said if they had known I’d react this way, they wouldn’t have done it. I still feel a tinge of resentment for it, but they’ve done worse things and life in general has given me worse things to feel bad about.
I’m turned on by cut cocks. There’s nothing wrong with intact ones either. But finding cut guys my age where I live is rare and it turns me on. Something about how they went through the same procedure that changed them, the way it bonds us as american men, and the way cut cocks look (although there are ugly ones that definitely cross the line from bodymod to outright mutilation).