>>2515089>>2515322More thoughts on the idea and what i'm trying to do with these images (and other stuff i watch)..
The idea is that I add additional layers to jerk the jerk off at something to make it really hot.
In this case I tell myself the i'll never allow myself to touch while looking at this girl, and i'm only allowed to look.
The goal is for her to make me so horny that my only option to release my sexual frustration is looking at cocks and men.
She can only let satisfy my deep desires which are aimed at her by stroking my dick to a man which in is extremely humiliating and degrading.
By the time I can't take it anymore and i'm frustrated and really aroused I can't help but stroke my throbbing hard dick seeking release and giving into my desire i then look at the guy and it gives me a huge rush, this gets me so aroused I start moaning at how degenerate and depraved this is which increases the arousal. I think it's the same as exhibitionists VS nudists, it's the act itself that causes arousal.
Right now i'm trying to translate this "look at the girl but don't touch, only touch to the guy when the girl got you hot enough" into the image without much text which is a bit challenging. I also have trouble finding high quality pics of dudes, it's usually selfies and low quality shit and very unrousing.
I don't know what is it with fantasy humiliation that gets me off, i laugh at the Doms and at any men doing the videos with them, but there are times I really get into it and the humiliation gets my super aroused when i imagen myself as the cuck, feminized boy/sissy or woman, NTR'd dude, it's all some fantasy shit though, IRL that shit is a huge turn off to me. maybe some anons here can make some sense of this. I have a gf btw.
DESU I know this shit isn't healthy, that's unfortunately the cost, which is why i'm pretty curtain this is just a form of porn addiction which I gotta drop pretty soon.
