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>>2286697I was already a cuck by age 16 because I watched 2 crushes get fucked right in front of me an was aroused by it.
At 22 I discovered the term cuckolding online and realized there was a name for my fetish and people like me. It's also when I was exposed to BBC
A few years later I had moved into the city & was surrounded by blacks and begin developing negative opinions about them. After a year of living there, now 26 I lost my virginity to a girl who would become my girlfriend.
A year later I came home and saw her getting fucked by a black guy. I couldn't believe what I was seeing & unsure what to do I just watched for a minute. She was making sounds I'd never heard. He pulled out then did something that caused her to piss allover the place. Angry at her now I decided to make myself known by walking directly in front of them. They stop for a moment until they see me begin walking upstairs. "Fug dat nigga" the guy says, and she whispers "stop" then grunts as I hear her ass cheeks slap against his thighs.
I didn't hear anything after getting in my room but I saw them leave together 3 minutes later. They knew each other before me, but just by random chance he lived a few houses down from me. while staying at my house they reconnected.
It hurt on a few levels the first was he was inferior because he was a gross ghetto nigger. He also fucked her better then I could an with a bigger dick. She told me size didn't matter & that she never had sex with a black dude. The way my body reacted also hurt. I was hard & felt a warm puddle of pre cum grow till my white undies where see through. I pulled my cock out mentally compared it to his stroked it twice and had a weak orgasm.
I stopped fighting it once I accepted I liked it
