>>8383419>>8382943I'm too loyal and respectful for total debauchery and can't degrade those I love in any way honestly. Because i just like loving I guess.
But I like the idea of stripping away shame. I like the idea of lots sex with close friends but in reality I really only want one.
It's probably rooted in making the inappropriate situations that have occurred into it being acceptable.
Lots of sex in lots of places since I was young young. And it made me a literal slut in secret while it simultaneously made avoiding sex easier.
People have had a bad history of forcing themselves on me repeating that and then realizing it was "wrong".
Sex without consequences sounds nice but real love is best.
