>>5014069 >>5015607 here>>5015713>What did you discover during that long nofap time? Were you thinking clearer, etc etc?I discovered that it's big pile of bullshit. Sure, I did have slightly more time for doing other things, since I didn't need to waste time browsing for porn and whacking off.
First few weeks of my nofap time were really bothersome because I would really often start thinking about fapping and porn and then got irritated that I can't relief myself. So if anything, I was thinking less clearly for a time being.
After a while, it went away. I guess it's like everyday jog. Or eating your favorite candy everyday. You can stop doing it any time you want, and at first you'll be
psychologically compelled to come back to it but if you manage steel yourself and stay away from the "addiction" to fapping/eating candy/exercising your body and mind will just accommodate itself to new situation. None of those things I mentioned are strictly necessary for you to keep on living, so you can do without them.
Once I was clear out of strict fapping addition, my life went back to same state as when I was still fapping, except I had slightly more time. I didn't need to think of sexual gratification, but I didn't feel as if I gained anything severe from abstaining aside from having a bit of more time on my hands to do other things. My general vigor or willingness did not increase. My social skills and tendencies didn't change for better nor for worse. If anything, morning wood started to be less of a bother and more of a nice reminder that my dick is still there for some action.
When half of the year passed, I checked up with few of my favorite hentai artists and fapped. It did feel exciting like getting a rare treat you haven't got for, duh, half a year, but otherwise the gratification was short lived. Sometime later I got back to regular schedule of fapping daily and the old urge/addiction of sexual gratification came back to me. And that's how it is until today.
