>>4515743Nice blog post, faggot.
Anyways, you made me stop scrolling on the main page so I guess I'll give some advice. NTR isn't really my thing but I think this applies to any sexual content you have very negative reactions to.
Think of the origins of the word "fetish". In its traditional use, it means some sort of man-made object that is used to have supernatural power over others. Over time, it got adapted to explain sexual arousal with a particularly specific focus.
The point of a fetish is that it isn't related to primary or secondary sexual characteristics. Like the magic fetishes it draws its name from, it's something that only holds its power due to the emotional energy you put into it. The more you focus on a fetish, the more power it holds over your behavior.
If something like this really bothers you, it's because you're letting it have tons of power over you, and taking it way too seriously. NTR is an incredibly silly and ridiculous fetish in a medium that is full of absurd kinks. The stories are drawn by japanese otaku for the sole purpose that they can jack off to them. In the same way that Saw or Hostel films try to gross you out, the authors are just going out of their way to write situations just to get a rise out of you.
Maybe you have some psychological issues or insecurities about female approval. I can't really help you with those. What I can say though, is that masturbation is 100% you time. If something frustrates you or makes you miserable, don't feel beholden to fap to it! When you run into a part of a story you don't like, just close the browser window, laugh to yourself about it and move on. There's nothing to prove to anyone when you're jacking off, and emotionally feeding the fetish only makes for more psychological stress.