>>39596590>how do you stop yourself from killing yourself?being cripplingly afraid that whichever method i attempt will backfire, leaving me alive. bonus points if it leaves me disfigured or crippled in some way that makes me even more of a burden on my family than i already am by mere virtue of existing
>mfw agonising over this shit has kept me up all night on more occasions than i can count i think a part of me would feel way more at ease if i knew of a nearly certain way to go about it. like having the option there. but as it stands i'm just too much of a pussy to go through with it, which is ironic, given me being a pussy is the source of almost all of my problems while alive, too
lmao, it'd be funny if it didn't hurt
