Any pysche analysts here?
I dont know if HRT made me like this or if its just growing older. I think i really have become callous and cold. I think i used to care about maintaining relationships and friends. But now i just dont care at all, i feel almost complete indifference to people.
And when i do end a friendship it honestly feels like a relief, like thats one nuisance out of the way.

Iv cut everyone out of my life and i just dont regret it. My dad, soon my mom, friends, etc. I dont even see the point in having friends honestly.
And when i do make new friends im always the one to end things because of some ideological difference.

Its a weird thing, i can get on a friendly basis with a wide range of people rather quickly. But as soon as i dig too deep and find something that i dont like or i find could to be a nuisance to my ownself i end up parting ways with them. And
I cant help but think of relying on relationships and support from others as a fundamental form of weakness which disgusts me.

Thoughts? Any psychology anons here