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>be cis bi amab
>6'3, very dominant personality, almost textbook bear physique
>really want to get bottomed
>go on grindr and find someone with 8 inches and wants to use it
>get to hooking up, i clean out and get ready
>he sees me and gets extremely subby, i still wanna nut so I give him the 4 inches
>few days later I look around of tinder
>find a cis girl who says she's dominant want wants to peg a man until he cries
>we start hitting it off,hook up, she sees me and gets extremely subby, says I'm the first person to ever make her feel that way
>getting very frustrated
>go on fetlife and find a transfemme and transmasc couple who are professional dominatrixes and do escort work
>explain to them my situation, we get to talking and negotiations
>they accept,pay them $200 for 2 hours,they show up to my apartment
>they both look at me,then to each other,I already know where this is going
>I top them both
>they refund me and apologize profusely
>now have a harem of bottoms
This has to be god punishing me for being a faggot, it can't be that hard to find a top
>6'3, very dominant personality, almost textbook bear physique
>really want to get bottomed
>go on grindr and find someone with 8 inches and wants to use it
>get to hooking up, i clean out and get ready
>he sees me and gets extremely subby, i still wanna nut so I give him the 4 inches
>few days later I look around of tinder
>find a cis girl who says she's dominant want wants to peg a man until he cries
>we start hitting it off,hook up, she sees me and gets extremely subby, says I'm the first person to ever make her feel that way
>getting very frustrated
>go on fetlife and find a transfemme and transmasc couple who are professional dominatrixes and do escort work
>explain to them my situation, we get to talking and negotiations
>they accept,pay them $200 for 2 hours,they show up to my apartment
>they both look at me,then to each other,I already know where this is going
>I top them both
>they refund me and apologize profusely
>now have a harem of bottoms
This has to be god punishing me for being a faggot, it can't be that hard to find a top
