>>39576661>that's not even true. if a guy does something i don't like or i wish he was doing something else i either tell him or gently guide his hand where i wish it was.I just don't believe that would happen for me.
If I had relations with a woman and fucked something up, I would feel so ashamed and embarrassed... I'd feel like I had to walk away and never speak to her again, because she'd never view me in the same way again.
I remember, for instance, once talking to this girl at a party who I THOUGHT was in to me. She seemed fascinated with me and was touching me a lot mid-conversation. Then, things started to change. She must have got bored with my conversation. She told me it felt like I was "giving her a lecture". I felt so embarrassed I completely ceased talking to her and walked away ASAP.
>more and more i am thinking you want to be a girlThat's nonsensical.
It's more like simply having an admiration for the female gender.
Imagine if you were, say, American, and you hated being American, but you really love French culture and admire the culture of France. You will never be French, and you don't have any desire to be French, but that doesn't stop you loving them and their culture.
