I have been wondering about this for a while. I've never identified as a man and living as a woman has made me so much happier but I need to face facts and acknowledge that I will never be a woman no matter what I do. Living as a man drove me to multiple suicide attempts but I'll never be a real woman so what's the point of transitioning.

Any input is appreciated, I understand this kind of thread is not welcome but I don't know anywhere else that will be honest