Dumb pointless thread but I feel the need to yell into the void

After 8 years of being on HRT and struggling to let go of my male socialisation, I'm really beginning to become obsessed with the colour pink

it's just so pretty, I want to decorate my room with pink pictures, I want to get a pink phone, I want to buy pink clothes (unfortunately cursed with olive undertones), I want to buy a pink waterbottle, I want to buy a pink cover for my ereader
I used to be embarrased by my pink electronic toothbrush and rosegold hair straighterners, but now I'm really glad I choose that over black, usually I paint my nails wine red or black, but I'm thinking coral pink or pinky mauve would be a nice change

it just feels so "haeling" to look at, even if I'm miserable, as long as I can see pink I feel consoled in some small way

I don't really understand why this has started happening, I asked my TERF mother about it and she was surprisingly encouraging which made me feel less creppy about it...

anyone else?