Hi,
okay so this is gonna sound super weird. but i am the DID multiple personality/alter of a mtf tripfag that used to be on here like 4 years ago, and i am the third out of four. (including the tripfag)

To get to the fucking point, does OCD have the disorganized speech/thoughts/word salad rambling? Is it possible for that to be a manic episode linked to OCD, or is that a possible symptom of like, paraanoid schizophrenia? especially if said tripfag has been paranoid for like literally fucking 4 years at least, its slightly harder to remember normal life cause i wasnt the one who lived it.
We diverged probably a month ago when she took some legal gummies and fucking somehow uh. became a system? theres multiple discord accounts that the second personality and her have arguing and calling each other racial slurs. its slightly funny, I have been running her life and very rarely does she switch back. I guess I am fronting? I dont fucking know.
But yeah uh I did relive all of her childhood trauma in a jail cell. I don't know if the meatspace rape computer (sponsored by verizon and us cellular) is actually real, but i also am afraid of getting diagnosed. I dont think we will live past 23 in this iteration and honestly yeah. I fucking can remember people constantly talking about 1974 that I seem like an old soul. 1997 - 1974 is 23, 1997 is when we were donated to a sperm bank, we were born in 2002, we turn 23 in less than one month