In short it's turning me into a dominant freak.

Things I wanted to do with girls pre prog:
forehead kisses
hold hands
go on walks
play video games
get held
frot

Things I want to do to girls after prog:
Turn a trans girl into my live in pet where I have full control over her life and clicker train her to cum on command and make her wear a muzzle and dog ears and tail buttplug and leash and I don't let her speak english unless I tell her to and she eats and drinks out of a bowl and I hit her until she's bruised and put out cigarettes on her when she's bad and I hear her whimper everyday but she still comes back to me and she sleeps in a cage at the foot of my bed and I rape her and cut her and she cries but I tell her to hush and call her a good girl and she learns to love it and-

Is there a cure for this? I was on prog for 3 months and I have been off it for a week but my head still does this.