It is over for me. I will never pass. Noone will ever love me. Does someone know how could I hang myself with a belt succesfully? I tried killing myself and I broke two of my belts. I'm a pathetic failure, can't even kill myself. I wish I would just die, I can't stand it anymore in my repulsive brickhon body. Noone is there for me, I just want to die. Please someone tell me how can I kill myself. I can't live anymore. Every day is a nightmare for me, the more I try to do something, I just end up being a miserable, disgusting failure. There is not a single person in this world that will pity or miss me, I should die. I'm a coward and I will never be a real woman, noone will ever see me as one, I'm a ugly, fat lonely loser who fails at everything. Please just make me die. I can't do this anymore, I just don't want to feel pain, my existance is pathetic. I'm begging for anyone to help me how can I hang myself properly. Just please help me.
I don't particularly find men that appealing, its more of a neutral feeling. But I love cocks, I want to suck em, get railed & just get a male partner. I generally just like being around men as well, to me pussies are gross & I feel detached from women.
Anyways I just want to find a guy who I can spend my life with, does this make me gay?
Is it possible to buy one of these that don't feel like you are just wearing fetish gear? i know that's what they are but surely there is one that is more subtle and true to life, they are way too perky and unnatural
Idk why I even tried to transition at 6’2. It’s such a curse and I feel like such a freak next to everyone. I don’t pass and never will bc my face is fucked as well. The worst part abt it is I look like such a chad but act feminine and shy it’s so embarrassing. Being a chadmoder is the cruelest of all fates. And it makes me wonder if any of the trannies I’ve been with have just seen me as a man or like wanted to be with me to seem cuter by comparison. I tried to kms a few months ago and it’s so pointless going on yet still I persist for whatever reason even tho it’s hopeless. Idk this thread is pointless u can ignore it, I just want to die :3
No one cared about women having wide hips in the 2000s. Back then the beauty standard was being rail thin with big implants. I feel like it was easier for trans women to fit in back then.
