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don't be like me
I'm 24 years old working a shitty retail job. I gave up my chance to go to college FOR FREE INCLUDING LODGING to troon out. I was supposed to go to college at 19 and move in with my grandfather, but instead i decided to troon out and hide it from all my family. I still technically have a chance to get some of my school paid for, but its far too late for me now. My mind has degraded (as if i was ever smart to begin with, lol, just lol) to a point that doing so would be parasitic and immoral. I don't care that I'm probably ruining my life by doing this. I've decided to cope by drinking in excess every night to sleep. People pity me and call me 'smart' and 'full of potential' so i just cut them out of my life. I can't stand being around people who are better than me or try and push me to be better. Even if I could be better, I DONT FUCKING DESERVE IT. I MISSED MY SHOT. CANT YOU JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE? LET ME DIE IN PEACE.