>>39501754i'm someone who finds homophobic assholes hot, especially if they're in a position of power or do fucked up stuff. jocks, nazis, cops, soldiers, etc. i fantasise about being abused by them, and also the opposite, me abusing them. for receiving, it's simple masochism, a desire to be near or accepted by power, as well as gaining control over a fear by simulating it in a fantasy. for giving, it's probably more obvious: i just want to have power over people who i feel threatened by.