>>1696301Because my ideal bf is not the same as the hottest guy I ever saw.
When I fell in love it wasn't with an absolute 10/10.
It was an average guy, because most people we know are average.
So when I think of an ideal bf, I think of someone who could recreate that feeling, not someone who is a 10/10 chad with an 8 inch dick.
So basically it's nostalgia for that one special person.